16.

that's it! all sewn up and fake feeling. like plastic. incredible how the body works.
it's kind of nuts when you have this friend talking about a past time you were never remotely a part of and listening to how things ended badly years ago. never spoken another word and out of the darkest blue they get a phone call saying that part of their life is now dead. beaten to death. what do you do? i cried. it's strange to find myself emotional for other people. not all, but...some.

15.

consisted of the strange.

14.

being hungover is the worst. every inch of my body aches after tensing to throw up. washed my hair and my scalp was sore. it always happens but this time there were no broken capillaries like there used to be. i think it is amazing how quick the body heals from injuries. i think there is a broken bone in my finger. that last joint where the tip is at cant bend. the skin is too tight. frankenfinger.

13.

i finally saw this movie. it was okay.

12.

^ that's somebody's old post secret.

when we first started dating he said he didnt want to hold my hand because it made him feel uncomfortable. now every time he reaches for my hand i feel like he does it out of pity. it makes me feel uncomfortable.

11.

Pioneers! O Pioneers!

Come my tan-faced children,

Follow well in order, get your weapons ready,

Have you your pistols? have you your sharp-edged axes?

Pioneers! O Pioneers!

10.

fat fingers. fat fingered.

in a museum yesterday,

there was a message written about

rebuilding any broken bridges with family or friends.

i thought of my dad and said to myself, "not yet."

what i really meant was never.

9.

myself. hawaii. 6 or 7yrs young.

8.

they took my stitches out and now all i've got is a nasty scab that will become a gnarly scar. constant questions of "how many stitches are there?" and "what did you do?"

i know my fake stories are way more amusing than "i crushed it in a warehouse door".

7.

i watched this movie last night and liked it. simple and good. i get my stitches out today.

pertaining to work: i hate when adults pout. it makes me uncomfortable.

6.

but the way that you've played,

it was art.

5.

i've always liked you the best.

4.

3.

i smashed my finger the other day.
it cut straight to the bone.

2.

how happy is the blamless vestal's lot!

the world forgetting, by the world forgot.

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!

each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;

1.

i didnt do enough as a young person out of fear of being irresponsible.
i kind of hate that.