57.

I've got 118 days left until I am officially unemployed and I can't wait. I need a break. I want to have an open calendar, get all the traveling out of my system and then head back to school.

56.

Oh God! Well look at you now!


http://www.beonlineb.com/

55.

it's 4:35am and i have been at work for 13 hours now. i'm not bothered by it though. it's because i know i'm not missing out on anything. i started digging online and thinking about all of these bands i listened to regularly. saetia. kite flying society. orchid. the kodan armada. pg.99. city of caterpillar. etc. etc.

it has been years since i heard some of that and i don't think it was a teen angst thing. i still feel the same about it. i still appreciate it.

54.

i knew it the moment i wrote that poem for you. i think that's why i am so disappointed.

53.

"To abandon curiousity in all personalities, good or bad, is to give up hope in humanity."

-Peter Sarsgaard

52.

Modest Mouse, I will always love you. you remind me of warm Florida nights. cool breezes coming from rolled down car windows. quality time with friends that became family. being alone and being fine.

i miss my love and i wish him well. i'm sure his days are long and hard. all i want is the next 350 days to move along so i can be with him more times than not.

51.

50.

all of these purchased online at f21. i'm hoping they are just as cute in person.

49.

my freaking eating habits are awful. i wish i knew how to cook and take care of myself properly. every time i see a slamming body i think "oh yeah, you're supposed to get in shape." and then i find another bad thing to consume.

48.

everything is going to be just awful when we're around.

47.

on my drive home from work tonight i played the blood brothers and remembered how cool it was to see them live at the social in orlando. even better to get invited for the following day's show in Ybor City and being on the guest list. as just some random teenager and friends.

46.

totally in love and inspired to make the best out of each and every home we rent or own. which raises the question of what do i really want to go to school for?

45.

i also bought pepper spray disguised as a pen. i've been meaning to buy it for a while, so there it is. i'm just hoping i never accidently spray myself.

44.

pics taken today from a flea market in Philly and an amish market in New Jersey.

43.

okay now it is 99.9% official that i am living in Jacksonville FL with my love from June01-Sep01. i am completely excited and ready for a little change in the right direction. i would love to see my husband for more than a total of 30 days a year. which is what this past year has felt like. maybe a little more than 30 but i promise you we never had more than 50 days together. is this the secret to married life? frida kahlo and diego had their separate homes joined by a bridge. doubt it is. i love his lips and frequent hugs too much.


loving this weather with hopes to visit the flea markets this weekend.