i finished watching paper heart tonight. my favorite thing about movies is i'm allowed to fall in love every single time with the characters, with soundtracks, with locations. i guess that's where i get my want for romance so much? i guess that's why it has consumed my thoughts a lot lately. i wish i were more creative. this afternoon i had a strong urge to paint a portrait and then i ignored it. i like faces. i couldnt tell you why. i just do. and i dont know why i painted them so much years ago. i dont know why i can't anymore. i hope the desire hits again.
i know what you mean. i get all dreamy-eyed when i watch a good movie. sometimes the movie doesn't even need be that great, just the imagery and music. it's like watching one long music video?
ReplyDeletepaiiiiint! i know exactly how you feel, and every time i ignore that urge, i regret it. i'm trying to teach myself again to just go with the flow. besides, i miss your portraits!
it really is, and when the music is just that good to match the visuals it makes me more happy. i feel like i'm being set up for failure though. like expecting that to spill over into my every day life. pretty hard to make it come true with the distance.
ReplyDeletei miss the portraits too.